[ not addressing this "care" bs. caring for individuals versus caring about the group? not a discussion she's getting into tonight. particularly not when her version of genuine caring is very limited in application.
#people with sensible emotions can go hang out at a different bar, this one is reserved for the emotional eff-ups ]
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Because surviving is not the same as living.
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its close enough
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It is not. Let me.
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theres nothing to allow
FROM: leonhart.annie@cdc.org
focus on healing
FROM: leonhart.annie@cdc.org
that is your duty now
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Songs would heal me. Laughter too.
[ She's still . . . on this. ]
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sounds like an odd healing process
FROM: leonhart.annie@cdc.org
check with adrien
FROM: leonhart.annie@cdc.org
or jean might know a lullaby or two he can sing for you
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I can feel my health worsening . . .
FROM: suyumkhe@cdc.org
Who is Jean?
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probably the most normal person from my world
FROM: leonhart.annie@cdc.org
abrasive but works with medical
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Is he the one with large blades and boxes strapped to his thighs?
FROM: suyumkhe@cdc.org
He helped me speak with a god once.
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hes one of those yes theres not just one
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How many are there?
FROM: suyumkhe@cdc.org
Are you one of them?
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our numbers fluctuate
[ her sly reply to both questions ]
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FROM: suyumkhe@cdc.org
You refuse to answer me and refuse to entertain me and still you respond to my messages.
FROM: suyumkhe@cdc.org
Why?
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because this too is a distraction
FROM: leonhart.annie@cdc.org
isnt it
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But not the kind that comforts.
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the ability to provide comfort is not a skill ive been accused of having
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Not yet. You don't think it is worth learning.
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some people are not comforting by nature
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Would you choose to be if you could?
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i dont seek to be someone im not
FROM: leonhart.annie@cdc.org
and if you ask me caring and providing comfort are not the same things
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They are not. You care for me, I can see that.
FROM: suyumkhe@cdc.org
I hope to be comforting enough for the both of us, how does that sound?
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sounds like youll do as you like
[ not addressing this "care" bs. caring for individuals versus caring about the group? not a discussion she's getting into tonight. particularly not when her version of genuine caring is very limited in application.
#people with sensible emotions can go hang out at a different bar, this one is reserved for the emotional eff-ups ]
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FROM: suyumkhe@cdc.org
I tend to.
FROM: suyumkhe@cdc.org
Still, thank you, Annie.